Victory seems so far away.
You are tired, feel defeated, and unsupported.
Remember the moment when you caught the vision? Did you believe you were led of the Lord?
If there is any possibility He is in it, keep on. One step at a time. In ministry, there are times when it seems like nothing is working and no one is listening.
You are a Soldier of The Cross. Not for wimps.
Go go Him for encouragement and wisdom. It was not His intent for you to keep the momentum by yourself. Drink of Him.
Tell Him now.
Look up and move on.