The Struggle:

     Soldier of The Cross, are you down on yourself because you feel so needy?

 

     Do you find yourself thinking that you should have it more together by now?

 

     When you feel in control, drop everything and go to prayer.    You were created to lean on Him.  To depend on Him. It is His intent that you become more and more aware of your own inability to do this on your own.  Remember this wonderful old hymn?

 

     The joy I can't explain fills my heart,
      Since the day I made Jesus my King;
      His blessed Holy Spirit is leading my way,
      He's teaching and I'm learning to lean.

      I'm learning to lean, learning to lean,
      Learning to lean on Jesus.
      Finding more power than I'd ever dreamed,
      I'm learning to lean on Jesus.

      There's glorious vict'ry each day now for me,
      Since I found His peace so serene;
      He helps me with each task, if only I'll ask;
      Ev'ry day now I'm learning to lean.

      I'm learning to lean, learning to lean,
      Learning to lean on Jesus.
      Finding more power than I'd ever dreamed,
      I'm learning to lean on Jesus.