You do not need to understand.
In fact, believers who think they need to undertand put themselves on the
same level as God. They presume they can understand His ways and if given enough information, can agree with His motive or plan.
Soldier of the Cross, faith does not need to understand .
Faith does not demand an answer.
Faith obeys, simply because He has said to, and faith also yields up the
right to examine the value of God's decision.
There is no freedom in any other way of living.