Do you believe that all things work together for good?
Do you really believe it?
If you do, you will be talking to the Lord about it in prayer and He will be supernaturally assuring you and speaking to you in your own words as you come before Him.
You are a Soldier of The Cross. You have crossed The Line. You have made the decision that you are not your own. So, Soldier, each uncontrollable and devastating matter must be yielded to Him in prayer. Based on His Word. Not on circumstances.
The bottom line is always, whether or not He can be trusted.
That is the reality in your situation.
Tell Him. Aloud.
Today.