Soldier of The Cross, perhaps you have not understood God's Word.
You must let go of anger. Moreover, the sun can not go down on your wrath, and
when you are angry, you may not sin.
Soldier, review the story of Moses striking the Rock. Are you angry at God today?
Some will way that God is secure and He can take it. Therefore, you should say whatever you want to Him.
I say, agree with God and do not challenge Him. Yes, He can take it. Yes, He understands. Yes, He wants the best for you.
Soldier, if you want to enter in to the Promised Land, agree with God.