Soldier of The Cross, the fact is, He is Real.
That changes everything.
So many Christians fall into emotional labor and distress for the same reasons that draw the unsaved into worry and worse. But, we have a Lord. He has told us that we can be led.
We have the Indwelling Holy Spirit and that means we do not need to wander about, complain and flail, or spout off about how bad things are.
Many have not chosen to be Overcomers. You have made that choice. You are attracted to being a Living Sacrifice and when push comes to shove, you absolutely know He will lead.
So look up and follow.
Tell him. Now.