Do not lose perspective.
You are a Soldier of The Cross, which means you have made the decision to cross The Line and serve Him no matter what.
You are finding yourself feeling responsible for those to whom the Lord has assigned you. Make sure you have your priorities straight. Your first priority must be to take up the Cross and follow hard after Him daily.
There is a balance that only the Holy Spirit can provide. The flesh wants so badly to succeed, and at the same time, the Lord has us ministering sacrificially and attending to the needs of the Body of Christ.
Soldier, the release is in the pursuit of God. Go after Him. Press into Him. Tell Him you want more of Him, and tell Him you want to recognize Him more easily. After all, what else is there, and is there Power apart from Him?
So often the ones you help the most will hurt you the most. Do not break your stride. It is not your problem, even thought is certainly does feel like it.
One foot in front of the other, but gazing upon Him who gave Himself for you! The basics!
Looking away [from all that will distract] to Jesus, Who is the Leader {and} the Source of our faith [giving the first incentive for our belief] and is also its Finisher [bringing it to maturity and perfection]. He, for the joy [of obtaining the prize] that was set before Him, endured the cross, despising {and} ignoring the shame, and is now seated at the right hand of the throne of God. (Hebrews 12:2, Amplified Bible)
Oh, Soldier, Look up and move on- otherwise, there is no Peace or Power.
Tell Him today and make sure it is aloud.