It is not possible to serve the Lord without encounteringthose who are in opposition to everything good.
The problem comes when you try to understand everything and make sense of things that do not make sense.
Why did He say that we should roll our burdens on Him? Because there are some things that we do not have the capacity to bear.
How does The Soldier of The Cross relate to this?
What did He endure? Did it make sense? Was it fair? How did He deal with His enemies?
He forgave them and He went about the business of The Father.
You must decide where your attention will be.
Look at the things that need to be done.
Look at the things that are eternal.
Look at those who are pressing hard after Him.
Look at the need of the one before you.
Soldier of The Cross, bury yourself in God's Word, pray in agreement with Him and deal with the next thing according to God's Word and in the Power of the Holy Spirit.
Refuse distraction.
Look up and move on.