What can the Lord do with you?
Can He make last minute changes?
Can He take something away?
Can He take anything away?
Is your body His?
Are your children His?
Is your reputation His?
Are your finances His?
What about your church? Do you trust God for the decisions of leadership? Do you pray for the leaders? Do you have to be right? How often are you heard to be criticizing the music, the preaching, the Sunday School, the decor, the food, the decisions of the preacher 0r other leaders?
Soldier of The Cross, your determined purpose is to know Him.
Look for Him, wait for Him, and deal with this matter in prayer. He will open your eyes and He will enable you to glide through the maze of life, even within the spiritual complexities that will not be understood until Heaven.
He is yours and you are His.
That defines all else.