It is too easy to miss the thing before you.
The distractions of life are many. There are heartaches, financial concerns, family crises, physical issues and much, much more. In fact, without a higher plain, the mind clamps onto unresolved issues like a hungry leech.
Soldier of The Cross, when you crossed The Line, you made a life decision to agree with God. That means that His Word is more real than the way that you feel.
There is a Place to go. There is One who is not affected by any of these things. That same One is also your High Tower and your Fortress. If He said He would address the matter, He will. Why then are you so determined to fight the battle within the confines of your mind?
You must attend to the thing that is before you. It may be a physical need of someone who is a shut-in or it may be that someone needs to eat. Or laugh. Or perhaps an encouraging call is needed.
Where is the bottom line? You must decide. Where is faith?
Life is shorter than short. Eternity is forever.