He didn't design you with the capacity to understand.
If you want to know why, it is usually because you want to approve or disapprove of God's reason for doing or not doing something.
Why does it seem so difficult to trust when there are no answers?
What about when children are hurt? Natural disasters? Evil people?
It seems that if the problem had been averted, all would have been fine.
You have been wooed and won by the One who knows the beginning from the end, and that is the issue. You have been born into the parenthesis of time, and even though you can taste and smell Eternity, you simply can't' see everything.
All you know is what you know.
One of the most deadly pitfalls is the temptation to sit around with chums to discuss what could have been, why did so-and-so do thus-and-so, and how can this be made to be what it should be.
He is known and seen only when He is trusted. It happens in prayer. You don't feel like letting go? He understands that. He hasn't asked you to feel like it, He has only asked you to agree with Him.
Tell Him.
Today.