So many things are raging about you.
Perhaps devastation, betrayal, or depression for no apparent reason. Do the next thing that is before you and do it as unto the Lord.
Soldier of The Cross, He could come in five minutes from now. You cannot solve the matter and you cannot pull yourself out of the mud. But you can do the thing that is immediately before you.
Is is grading a paper? Changing a diaper? Doing dishes? Are you obligated to preach or to teach?
Do the next thing. We put one foot in front of the other and we move on until He does something else.
And Soldier, commit this to Him in prayer. Aloud.
Look up and move on.