The God of all existence loves you to the extent that He has a special name for you and it is written on the palms of His hands.
He went after you. He called your name, and you turned to respond to Him. You are an adopted son, and you can not go back.
He longs to hear from you and is a tender, adoring and eager listener. Real love is not squishy and He is not interested in spoiling you. He loves you enough to let you know how to pray and to let you know that you must come to Him always, and with everything.
You do not have the ability to understand this Love, but appropriating it by faith creates a capacity to receive and experience it. You are then empowered to love others without condition.
Soldier of The Cross, what do you want?
Love.
Then, let Him know you are His and you are available to be trained in prayer.
There is nothing else.
There is no one else.