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Do you want
the God of Elijah and Paul to be your God?
Be careful not to give a quick
answer unless you have counted the cost.
There are many who want a God of
correctness and rescue, but they really want correctness
according to sight, and rescue in a way that fits into the human
comfort zone. We have no idea what could happen if we let the
Lord have full play.
Are you blown away when you hear
stories of faith like those of George Mueller and Hudson Taylor?
Perhaps there is more room for the real work of the Lord
when the Soldier of the Cross refrains from doing all the obvious
things to guarantee the provision.
How can there be any faith exercised
concerning finances if the Soldier of the Cross begins to kick
up dust when the purse is empty?
What will it take to teach us these
things? Do we love dependence, or do we love the provision more
than the Provider?
Oh
Lord, I do so long to learn to lean on you. I want to see you
work freely and thoroughly. I know I want to jump in and insure
against any waiting when things look too late.
But more than that, I desperately
long to see you and to recognize you and to know you, so please
do whatever you need to do in order to make me like you.
If you had been like me, there
would never have been a resurrection because there would never
have been a Cross.
Please change me, my Lord
and my God.
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