Soldier, the problem with this life is that so often, it seems that the vertical clashes with the horizontal.
We have so many Promises and it sometimes seems that scrutiny exposes a failure of those promises as applied to the situation. Of course, that is not reality.
Reality is what He has said. Reality is eternity. Reality is faith rather than sight.
Soldier of The Cross, the reason we must walk by faith is because He did not design us to assess and fix. He alone can do that.
How difficult is it? How strange is it? Are there those who don't understand?
The person who matters is you. Your standing before Him. Your vision for belong to Him rather than belonging to the situation is critical.
Tell Him.
Alone and aloud.