Soldier of The Cross, who is the Victor?
It is He. Not you.
Your job is to trust Him and to tell Him so. What are the issues? Do they have to be explained to Him? He will listen, but of course, He is familiar with the issues and knew about them before you were born.
The bottom line is always, will you agree with God? No matter what? Or, do you have a limit as to how far you will go with Him?
This is a matter that you should take up with him. Let the Holy Spirit lead. Talk to Him and do it aloud.
It is not about this life. It is about eternity.