How are you talking to the Lord about it?
Even if the enemy is stirring something up, He who called you into a relationship with His Son, is aware of each detail. He has promised to withhold no good thing from you.
This means that there is deep Treasure to be found in the hard things, and you must talk to the Lord about it - according to His Word.
Tel Him what He has said. Tell Him you trust Him. Ask Him to have His way. Also, be frank with Him and let Him know your desires.
He is your Shepherd. He will make you to lie down in Green pastures. He will lead you beside the still waters. He will restore your soul. He will lead you in the Paths of Righteousness for His Name's sake.
You do not need to fear evil, and you will be comforted.
He will absolutely prepare a table before you in the presence of your enemies. He will anoint your head with oil.
Your cup will run over.
Goodness and Mercy will be with you all the days of your life, because you have trusted the One who loves you beyond your ability to understand.
There is nothing better.