Those who are the most noble and succeed in helping others, often get badly hurt.
We who love the Lord and consider ourselves His, often fall into the trap of thinking that if we are wise and prayerful, certain will not happen. Of course that is not the case.
The finest and most successful firefighters still get singed. More importantly, the deeper the commitment, the more attractive it is to be a Living Sacrifice, the more consistent the prayer life, the more vigorous the prosecution.
Each day, you must predetermine your life is not your own, and that He can do anything He wants to with your life.
It is the highest Freedom.
Tell Him. Aloud.
Then, look up and move on.