The most important thing, is God understands.
There are things that simply cannot be understood in this life. It is always tempting to enter into the struggle to understand what is happening. Why it is happening. How could it be stopped? How could it have been prevented?
Soldier of The Cross, there is One to whom we can go. Hallelujah! But He is not going to give all the answers. He addresses things according to prayer and according to His sovereign omniscience and love.
Faith requires obedience. Faith requires trust. Faith requires stepping out because He has said so, or standing still because He has said so. Faith means pouring out the heart to Him and learning to pray about the situation according to His Word.
Faith never demands answers.