What is your greatest thrill?
I love to tell people that the reason I married my husband is because his idea of a date was to fast and pray, and visit someone who was dying. Even now, one of my favorite things about him is that he will awaken in the wee hours and insist that we pray for someone.
What is thrilling to you? Is it possible to look at your life and tell what it is that calls and motivates you?
Soldier of The Cross, be filled with God's Word. As soon as you get lazy, priorities change. Tell Him daily what it is about Him that thrills you.
It is about choice.
Choose Jesus.