God does not seem to duplicate anything.
Everything is new. No one is exactly like anyone else. Even if a hundred people walk the isle to receive Christ, He deals individually in fullness and creativity in every heart.
Soldier of The Cross, if you are looking for a safe formula or a pattern like someone else's, you will miss the Lord.
Are you thinking that so and so should be done, but you are not moving in that direction because it appears impossible? Consider whom we serve.
Are you thinking it is too late? Consider whom we serve.
Are you thinking it is something another could do, but that you are not equipped? Consider whom we serve.
Finally, are you thinking you should be able to get things together and establish yourself as others around you have done? It will never happen. You have been created to need Him. You have been created to follow Him into the Frontier of Faith.
You told Him He could have you and you really meant it. Now, He is leading you on. Others, even other Christians, may be recognized or achieve some stability, whereas it seems that when you put forth the same effort you do not get the same result.
It is because you have crossed the line. You decided to follow Him. You told Him so and He is leading you on.
It is always time to tell Him again. You need nothing but Him. You agree with Him that nothing else satisfies You will go through anything and let Him do anything in order to bring about His likeness in you.
Tell Him again. Aloud.
My faith has found a resting place,
Not in device or creed;
I trust the ever living One,
His wounds for me shall plead.
I need no other argument,
I need no other plea,
It is enough that Jesus died,
And that He died for me.