His Love for you is so vast that it far exceeds your ability to draft a solution for the situation.
Yet, He has told us to come before Him, ask for rescue and look and wait for Him.
So much of life seems to be tension and release. The flesh craves distance from all discomfort because it wants to survive on its own. But we who are His know that He has asked us to launch into the unknown, put our weight down on the unseen and love the unlovely. All by faith.
You do not have the capacity to design a plan for any part of the journey. He alones it the architect. His skill is infinite and His Love for you is beyond comprehension.
These things are either reality or fable: He knew you before you were born; He counts the hairs on your head; He named you; His heart is ravished when you think of Him; He will not withhold any good thing from you; He is preparing a Place for you.
He who gave Himself for you does not have to be won by you. You were won by Him. He had His hand extended all along and wants to lead you with His eyes.
We were created to bring it all to Him. Without asking, there is much we will not receive, including direction and relief. The issue is His will in the scope of eternity.
That is why we can come boldly before the Throne of Grace. We are assured that the One who died and rose again is eager to listen and quick to respond.
His response is often unseen in our own time slot, but some golden day, we will get to see it all.
In the meantime, Soldier of The Cross, look at Jesus.