Here is the issue - either He is true or He is not.
Soldier of The Cross, can you say that you believe that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to His purpose? (Romans 8:28)
Either you believe it or you don't.
Either you put your weight down on His Word, or you choose to hold the matter in your own limited human hands.
Either your words reflect His, or they reflect your refusal to agree with Him.
Either your mind clings to His reality and promises, or it massages and rehearses the problem.
It is not a matter of circumstances. It is a matter of choice. Will you choose faith, or not?
Is He able or is He not?
Does He love you or does He not?
What has He said?
Can He be trusted?
". . . Let God be true, but every man a liar. . ." (Romans 3:4)