Lord tonight I stand before you and ask that you teach me not to run ahead of you.
It is so tempting to move in my own strength and have a backup plan in the event of your disinterest. Oh Lord, I know that isn't the case with you, and I want to be changed.
The struggle feels like more than I can bear, yet all the while your Word is more real than the way that I feel. Thank you so much for that.
So Lord, as I have done so often, I come to you tonight and lay this burden down at your feet. You designed it, and that I recognize. It is yours. I yield to you Lord.
I stand before you and submit to the surgical knife of the Lover of my Soul.
My Lord and my God.