Your whole life is about choice.
The animal kingdom is different. The animals are subject to instinct that results in migration, mating, hunting, nesting and anything else that is in the design. They have limited choice. They must obey.
Soldier of The Cross, you are different.
You obey by choice. You can go any number of ways, but you have chosen His Way. That means that you are living according to His Word, no matter what. You have chosen a vector that points toward heaven.
Accept reality - you live and function on this earth, but your home is not here. You are devoted to your family and you are meticulous in your job, but your life is in Him. In His Body, According to His Word.
Oh, Soldier, give it your all. How many do? Far fewer than you think and more than you think.
Stand before Him and leave it all behind in prayer. You will see more clearly . You will have more energy for the Battle. And you will have Power to choose according to His Word.
Tell Him. Aloud.