Are you hungry for real fellowship?
Then, seek it out. Pray about it and look for those who want the same thing.
You can fellowship with your chidlren, with a pen pal, with someone in prison or someone who is retarded, but loves the Lord.
The issue is, you must seek other seekers.
Soldier of The Cross, the enemy is bound and driven away by red hot fellowship. It isn't cheap and comes at a cost.
Ask the Lord to teach you to recognize Him.
Ask Him aloud. Today