It is easy to want to feel strong.
We talk about and sing about His strength, but when it comes down to it, so much of the time, we are wanting our own strength.
You were not created to do it on your own. You were created to be dependent on Him and to need Him.
Remember, His Strength is made evident in our weakness (II Corinthians 12:9)
I am not implying that we are jellyfish and have no spine. It is about learning to follow. Learning to lean. Learning to let go of the things that make us wish they could be redone. Learning to obey.
Your job is to know the Lord.
Look up and move on!