What is your all?
You don't know that. Only He does. It is about how much you ask to be His when you pray. Then, you can do more than all you can do. When we get to heaven, we will discover what was our all.
Recently a new convert said to me "I wish I knew how I am doing. . ." We are never the issue. He is always the focus.
So, Soldier of The Cross, no taking of inventory. Only He is able to know how you are being stretched. The miracle of His life through us is that He can do the most amazing things in the unseen when we agree with Him. The Holy Spirit is more than able to reveal anything that needs to be confessed.
Tell Him He can do anything. Ask him to give you exercises in faith. Declare your intention to submit to anything and everything that He wants to do in your heart.
Do it alone and aloud.