Soldier of The Cross, consider those around you.
What do they see? If asked, could they say your life is about serving the Lord? Or would they say your life is about getting it together?
Can they see abandon unto Him?
We are only passing through. It does not cheapen the human experience which is important, and has eternal consequences. Nonetheless, this is about eternity.
Turn your eyes away from your own issues and gaze upon the One who gave Himself for you.