Oh Soldier, do you understand you are called to follow Him and you may not follow your feelings?
The feelings we have are so strong and if we are not in agreement with God, we will move and behave according to how we feel.
Feelings cannot dictate action or life.
Truth is greater than fact, and God's Word is more real than the way that you feel.
It is His call, not ours.
Tell Him today and aloud.
Then, look up and move on!