Stand before the Lord and tell Him He can do anything He wants to with your life.
Can He be trusted? Yes. Does He hear you? Yes. Is He able to deliver? Yes. Does He see the end from the beginning? Yes. Are you in the Cleft of The Rock? Yes.
Soldier, who made you?
If you can't tell the Lord He can do absolutely anything with your life, it means you do not trust Him. If you do not trust Him, you have no relationship with Him.
Move in to safety. Run to the High Tower. Trust The Lover of Your Soul.
Give your life wholly to the Lord.