Soldier of The Cross, make sure your thrill is in Him rather than the search.
There are many who love to debate, just for the sake of the tussle. While we are to have an answer for our Hope, there is no benefit in intellectual sparring just for its own sake.
There are some brilliant and gifted apologists, and we enjoy reading them and listening to them. The benefit is not in the tussle, but it is in the surfacing of Truth.
The deeper, the simpler.