The enemy would love to have you think you can never be clean.
Of course that is not the case.
No Soldier of The Cross has ever come before Him with an unblemished record. The issue is His Blood, His Life, His Will and His Leading according to His Promises.
For the rest of your life, the enemy will come at you about your past. Will you listen to him or will you take hold of God's Word and move forward? Will the rest of your hours count for eternity or do you need to shove your nose in your navel to review the by-sight history?
We are not here to gain a foothold on earth. We are here to make eternal choices.
Soldier, buck up. Look up. Gaze upon Him who gave His Life for you. He who named you. He who said His heart is ravished when you think of Him.
The most important element of the Christian Life is God's Word, which fuels prayer.
No prayer, no Jesus.
Tell Him you will let it go. Tell Him you will advance no matter what the cost. You can only say it if you mean it
Tell Him aloud.
Today.