When you decided to follow the Lord and commit your life to Him, you were born into a realm that often requires standing on what He has said rather than what you see.
Agreeing with God often requires the deliberate turning away from figuring it out. Whatever it is.
"Now the mind of the flesh [which is sense and reason without the Holy Spirit] is death [death that comprises all the miseries arising from sin, both here and hereafter]. But the mind of the [Holy] Spirit is life and [soul] peace [both now and forever]."
Romans 8:6 (Amplified Bible)
The flesh craves the illusion of being in control by attempting to come up with reason. The problem is, most of the time this thinking has to do with another person, and the mind tends to fit the best explanation into the blank space.
I often hear " He thinks. . ." But actually you don't know what he thinks. You are taking some facts or what you think are facts, and attempting to patch together a credible reason.
Why is it that we are to love and pray for our enemies? How logical is that?
Why is it that we are to give, even when we have little? How is that logical?
Is it reasonable to return good for evil?
The unregenerate mind cannot operate in the realm of faith and obedience, and the Indwelling Holy Spirit does not operate in any other dimension.
This is not to cheapen good old common sense, but it is not Holy Spirit common sense unless it is in agreement with God.
Most people are not aware of their thoughts and first hear them when they come tumbling out of the mouth.
Soldier of The Cross, there is little time to waste. It is a lifetime of learning to hear and waiting to see. It's exciting and eternal.
Take it up with Him and ask Him to remind you when your thoughts try to build an artificial reality.
If at all possible, do it aloud.