Do you need to know why?
Something has happened to you and it is either unfair or something that causes grief. You are asking the Lord why.
Why are you doing that? Didn't you tell Him you would be a Living Sacrifice?
Does He make mistakes?
If He told you why, do you think you would have the capacity to understand? What if you did not agree with His reason ?
Soldier of The Cross, we move forward according to the Word of God, by faith.
We bring our needs and requests to Him by faith.
We love and serve the Body of Christ by faith.
We allow Him to lead us in every area of life and we submit to Him in every area of life, by faith.
Why then should we question Him when it seems that something has gotten by Him?
Has it?