Why is it so beautiful that the widow gave her last mite?
Because by faith, she did not hold anything back, even when by sight, there was nothing left.
What a rare thing. Yet, we all know it is what God requires.
He has not asked us to live without resources. Nor has He asked us to exalt lean living. He has asked us to trust and to be willing to learn to lean on Him rather than on physical provision. That is why Paul says he has learned to be content with much or with little.
Soldier of The Cross, now is the time for the death of the flesh. You can't do this yourself. It is not a goal to be achieved. It is the result of taking up the Cross and following after Jesus.
Go where He is.
Sing a new song unto the Lord.
Live by prayer and memorize the Bible.
In prayer, make sure you are always available for anything He wants.
Invite Him to open and heal and cleanse your deepest wells.
Lay down the burden of survival and follow Jesus.