You must study the Word of God.
Study only reveals Jesus when the Believer prays about the passage.
It is not possible to intellectually understand God. It is not possible to intellectually understand the Bible. It is not possible to intellectually determine God's will. It is not possible to intellectually fix circumstances.
You are a Soldier of The Cross. You must live by Faith. You must step out on the thing that cannot bear your weight.
Our God is a God of miracles. He does not work any other way.