If asked, do you know the purpose of your life?
Is it to know the Lord?
You are far more transparent than you realize. You can have all the right reasons, and you can have all the right teaching. but you do not have the right heart position before the Lord, those observing you will not be able to see Him.
Soldier of The Cross, you must talk to Him about this matter, and it must be aloud.
Every day, every hour and every minute are all about the Bottom Line.