He did not rescue you to make you feel in need of constant rescue.
Yes, the Cross is costly to the flesh, but Life in Christ is intended to be free of things that plague many.
I need to tell the Lord what He means to me. I need to tell Him what I love about Him and how much I need Him. It puts things in perspective.
It is His intent that we should know Him and walk with Him. After all, He has expressed His longing for our attention, and it is personal.
There is tremendous joy in knowing and serving Him. The problem comes when the Christian wants Him to be co-pilot instead of pilot.
He is a God of great blessing.
Take up The Cross and follow.