There is a wonderful old song entitled "Tis the Song of the Soul Set Free."
I have not heard it for many years, but it was often sung in church when I was a child.
It strikes me that there are many believers who have not yet had the experience of being set free because it is either not what they really want, or they do not understand the grand freedom that is to be found in Christ.
Some are addicted to trouble and must be a victim all the time. Others are still trying to live out the Christian life in the natural instead of the supernatural.
Soldier of The Cross, this matter does not need to be a problem for you. When the door is opened and He comes in to sup, there is a song in the heart. It is the organic result of sweet, intimate fellowship with Him.
Take it to Him. If we are told that we must have a glad heart always ( I Thessalonians 5:16) then it is a matter of being available and obedient.
I remember being prisoner one minute and being free the next.
I will sing about it for all eternity.