Soldier, give it up in prayer.
After all, He knows far better than you. Is it your issue? Of course not. You did not set the universe in motion. .
He who became sin for you is keenly aware of the depth of your struggle.
Are you a Soldier of The Cross?
Do you acknowledge that He does only the best?
Will you bend to the will of the Lover of Your Soul?
After all, there is nothing else.
All of Christless humanity languishes for something.
We who are His languish for nothing.
We need only His touch.
His voice.
His Word.
Oh, Soldier.
Look up and move on!