Soldier of The Cross, forget trying to measure your faith.
It is not just about your faith, it is about His faithfulness.
Modern Christianity has switched things around. The object of everything has become the Christian instead of the Creator.
Not so for the Soldier. It is about taking up the Cross and following hard after The One who made Himself so real to you that you can't go back.
Press on.
There is nothing else! He is always the same and will never, no never, no never leave you nor fail you.