Lord, as I stand before you tonight I want to leave my burden with you as you have instructed. How thankful I am for that command.
Oh Lord, the problem is, it always feels like it is about me. I understand it is about you and I come to you agreeing with your Word and longing for you to change me.
I can't deal with this in any human way and know that you have designed it so that I must come to you. Thank you. Thank you for loving me no matter what. Thank you for Grace no matter what. Thank you for Heaven no matter what.
I can say the right things, but I want the inmost recesses of my heart to be lined up with you. I acknowledge and rest in your sovereign design.
Thank you so much for being a personal Lord, and for giving me the privilege of opening the door so we can sup together.
My Lord and my God.