Are you in fact a Soldier of The Cross?
Are you willing to agree with God about absolutely anything? What about those secret moments? May He have them? Do you have a standard that He must meet before you will agree?
Soldier, this is about Love. We serve the One who is Awesome, and the word is not ntended in the way teenagers say it today. He is an Awesome God.
We have been called and chosen by One who created the universe.
Can you put your arm around the one who is dirty? Are you willing to feed the hungry? What about the widow and the orphan? Do they all need to meet your standard first?
You are a Soldier. That means you have said to Him that you are a Living Scrifice. There is no compromise. Take the hits. Why is it important that someone should think less of you?
Why?
Soldier, stand before Him and give it all to Him. Other wise there is no freedom. Is there an issue with a rebellious child? He can give wisdom for the moment. Tell Him you will wait for Him and that you will expect Him.
Tell Him aloud.